Well as a result of the past 3 months the ultimate which i was praying never will happen, did happen. Its pretty easy to say "I give up" . But knowing very well how much it will decimate the person who is hearing it I wonder if it is that easy to say. May be it is. Coz i was the receiving end of it. Anyways few people are indeed really really special to u that their success means everything to u. But still if u r not understood by that very person u ve left nothing except a locked room and 4 walls to hide ur emotions. Everybody on this earth tells college life is the best part of life. But i feel now why the hell college s 4 yrs why cudn't it have ended in 3. And Why does May 2010 seem so far apart? Why doesn't it come in 10days. I would love if it comes in 5 too :P . I hate my college life now. I want to go to far off place where no1 knows me. This is the toughest part of my coll life. But still my best friend has her GRE exam on aug 20. So mind still on it. I wish she gets a perfect score. Coz indeed that s the only place where i can atleast see a small ray of happiness in the gloomy life of mine. This part of my life is living alone.
"Ke Aditi maana kabhi-kabhi saare jahan mein andhera hota hai;
Lekin raat ke baad hi to sabera hota hai"
Hoping from somewhere the rays of sunlight will come to eliminate the darkness in my life
Friday, August 7, 2009
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