This is my first real post and those who view plz pardon my way of writing. The last 3 months have been frenetic for me. So thought will start my blog with my current status now. Oki here i am. Well i am a very frank person and tell things out openly.Wot will any1 do when his best frend is double crossed? protect her.. Right? I did the same.. But i just over did it. My frend felt am intruding into her privacy and started moving away from me. Wot cud i ve done? She started feeling she cant be comfortable vth me. Now i feel a sense of avoidance. I try in every way to make her happy. But when v get new frenz shud v 4get old frenz? leave them alone? Doesn't any1 know people do miss their old frenz badly? People advice me to give up. But i feel may be i dont love my frend as much as she wants me to. I want to love her more than i do now. But i just hope someday she decides to talk with me. It has affected me a lot. I am trying to change myself to any level to make her happy but as of now i am a silent spectator seeing her happy 4m long distance. I wish i get sometime to spend with her. Just she n me alone. But i dont think her new frenz will let me have that. But here i am telling the truth. The more she moves away 4m me the more i become weak. Signing off my first blog here by telling
"Soch zara jaane ja tujhkko ham kitna chahthe hain
Rotein hain hum bhi agar teri aankhon main aasoo aathein hain"
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